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  On the way home they called in at Flo’s for a milkshake. Flo’s was an old fashioned diner and the only good thing Glenroyd had going for it. It was cool in a retro way, with vinyl records hanging on strings from the ceiling, pictures of old rock ’n roll stars on the walls and a jukebox in the corner that could have been a Star Trek prop. The owner, whose name really was Flo, had hair as tall as a chimney and always smelt of smoke. Ruby could imagine her stooped over the pots in the kitchen, the cigarette in her mouth sprinkling the secret ingredient that people always said was the je ne sais quoi of her cooking. She made good milkshakes though, and Cecelia ordered them both a chocolate.

  The diner was deserted except for a figure at the corner table. Ruby saw it was Leanne before she could think up an excuse to duck back to the car.

  Crap crappity crap. This was not what she needed right now. She’d wanted to tell Cecelia about her father in her own time, one on one, but now she was sprung. Cecelia would think she was hiding things from her; any remaining hope she’d had of this woman liking her was lost.

  Leanne gave her away, just as she’d feared.

  “Hey, Cecelia,” the policewoman called out.“Come and have a bite of this mud cake, it’s nearly as good as yours.” She saw Ruby and did a double take. “Well, hello, Ruby. Come and sit down.” She patted the plastic chair next to hers.

  Ruby hadn’t known Leanne long, but liked her despite the fact that she worked for the enemy. She forced out a smile and drew up the chair.

  Cecelia waved a hand between the two of them in surprise. “So how do you two know each other?”

  She probably now thinks I know Leanne professionally, Ruby thought. Caught me in the middle of some kind of heinous crime like tying a firecracker to the tail of a cat. Ruby rested her chin on her hand and sighed. She was beginning to know what it felt like to be a hardened criminal.

  Leanne said, “Boss’s daughter – you know, Sergeant Fraser. You met him when you found the body.”

  Cecelia raised her eyebrows and opened her mouth to speak. Ruby jumped in first. “I was going to tell you, Cecelia.”

  “I reckon she’s embarrassed her dad’s a cop,” Leanne said with an understanding that surprised Ruby.

  Cecelia laughed. “Really, Ruby, it’s no big deal.” She turned to Leanne.“I came across Ruby after she fell off her bike, took her home. We’ve been friends since.” She waved a finger at Ruby. “Of course, the eyes. You have eyes just like him. I thought they looked familiar.”

  Ruby winced. She hated her eyes; she’d always wished they’d been like her mother’s, large and brown.

  Leanne changed the subject, thank God. “Have you tried some of Cecelia’s mud cake, Ruby? I tell you, it’s to die for.” She took a bite of the cake in front of her, wrinkled her nose and whispered out of Flo’s earshot, “It’s much better than this shit.”

  Ruby laughed. Now she felt like one of the girls.

  “I thought cops only ate doughnuts,” Cecelia said.

  Leanne’s voice was muffled through a mouthful of mud cake. “American cops eat doughnuts, Aussie cops eat mud cake. It’s in the International Code of Conduct.”

  The women seemed to be good friends despite being so different, and soon Leanne was offering an explanation. “I failed English and had to repeat to get into the police service. Cecelia tutored me in exchange for housework, that’s when I first sampled her cooking. I tell you, it was almost worth failing for.”

  Cecelia gave Ruby a sideways look. “I’ll do anything to get out of housework.”

  “Suits me,” Ruby said with a secretive smile.

  “How are you going with the murder investigation?” Cecelia asked.

  “My end’s going nowhere fast. Seems everyone in this town knew of Herbert Bell but no one can tell me anything about him. I just popped in here for a sugar fix before pounding the beat again. We’re all hoping the autopsy will show up something. Sarge is there now; I don’t envy him that job.”

  “He doesn’t care,” Ruby said without thinking. Both the women looked at her as if she’d just declared she didn’t believe in God.

  Cecelia said, “He probably does, Ruby. It just wouldn’t be professional if he showed it.”

  Ruby shrugged and began piercing the froth of her milkshake with her straw. Leanne broke the awkward silence. “So are you looking forward to your new school, Ruby?”

  Shit, here we go again. She turned to Cecelia. “I’m going to your school. I was going to tell you that too, I just didn’t, I didn’t…”

  Cecelia gently squeezed her arm. “Ruby, it doesn’t matter. I’m sure you would have told me sooner or later.” She raised her hands to her mouth. “Of course, you’re the Fraser I’m seeing tomorrow. You and your dad are coming in for interview. Oh shit.” She bit her lip and looked at Leanne. “Ruth and I gave him a hard time in the lab the other day. I’m glad I’ve been warned. I’ll need a good think about how to approach this.”

  Leanne gave a hearty laugh. “Oh yes, I heard all about that – jeez, you and Ruth, drinking in the lab, what a couple of dags.” She grinned, running her finger around the plate to scrape up the last of the icing.

  Cecelia coloured.

  Leanne shrugged. “It’s OK. Just act like it never happened.”

  The older woman nodded but still looked worried. Ruby giggled and took a sip of milkshake to stop herself from laughing any more. Her dad had told her about coming across the drunken teachers in the science lab, though of course she’d pretended she wasn’t listening.

  Leanne licked her finger clean and waggled it at the two of them. “So, Sarge doesn’t know that you two know each other?” she asked.

  Cecelia shook her head. “Do you want him to know, Ruby?”

  “Maybe. Some of it,” Ruby said, looking down at her glass, the straw still between her lips. Cecelia would know which parts to leave out.

  Leanne glanced at her watch and stood to leave. “Duty calls. What are you doing this arvo, Cecelia?”

  “I’ve made some more sleeping bags for the joeys,” Cecelia said. “I’m going to drop them off after I’ve driven Ruby home.” She turned to Ruby. “Maybe you’d like to come with me to the wildlife sanctuary sometime?”

  Ruby’s heart skipped a beat. She beamed back at the older woman.

  “I think you’ve got your answer,” Leanne said, laughing.

  16

  THURSDAY

  Cam’s previous impression of Anne Smithson had been of a quiet composed woman, more than happy to shelter under the protective wing of her overbearing husband. But away from him now, and in her own comfort zone, she was articulate and talkative, barely drawing breath as she showed him and Ruby around the school.

  She seemed to have a warm nature, and showed genuine interest in Ruby’s welfare. It was reassuring to know that despite the tension of the last few days, Anne Smithson was treating him like any other new school parent.

  The school tour had come to an end and it was time to complete the business end of Ruby’s enrolment. Ruby lagged further and further behind as they walked the long corridor to the registrar’s office.

  Out of earshot, Mrs Smithson took the opportunity to whisper, “I read Ruby’s last school report and I want to point out that she will be starting Glenroyd Ladies’ College with a clean slate. If it helps, I do have an understanding of what you have both been through.”

  Cam was touched by the sincerity of her tone. She took a business card from her jacket pocket and handed it to him. “This is the name and phone number of the school counsellor. She’s very good.” She hesitated. “It often helps to talk about these things.”

  Cam glanced down at the card then back to the principal. Was she speaking from experience? Did he see hidden pain in the depths of those grey eyes, or was it purely an empathic response to his own?

  They stopped at the door marked Registrar and waited for Ruby to catch up. He became aware of a strange pulsing sound coming from behind the closed door: the squawk of an exotic bird
, monkeys, waterfalls, and rhythmic drums. Surely these soothing rainforest sounds would have drowned out Mrs Smithson’s gentle knock? Cam had the sudden urge to laugh, imagining the New Age schoolmarm behind the door, resplendent in kaftan and beads or maybe a silk turban with a long feather. GLC had changed more than he’d imagined.

  Elizabeth, if you could only see us now.

  Ruby finally sloped over to join them. Whatever she thought of the music she gave no indication of it. He thought he might make her giggle if he could only catch her eye, but her arms were crossed, her face its usual mask of sullen indifference. She’d been the same for most of the tour until they’d reached the gym and started to search the honour boards for Elizabeth’s name. When they’d found it her face had brightened, but only for a moment. Now the mask was back on and Cam didn’t feel like laughing any more. He wondered if girls were ever turned down on the strength of these interviews.

  Mrs Smithson glanced at her watch, then back to the closed door with a look of veiled annoyance.“She can be a bit unorthodox at times, but she has a wonderful way with the girls,” she said by way of an apology.

  She knocked louder and the music abruptly stopped.

  Cam knew he would be coming across Cecelia Bowman at some time or another at the commencement of the school term, but he hadn’t considered that it might be now. What goes around comes around, Ms Bowman, he thought, with a small amount of anticipatory pleasure. But her demeanour was calm and she met his eyes with a pleasant smile. He soon realised she was not going to give him the satisfaction of showing any embarrassment over the incident in the science lab.

  “Mr Fraser, let me introduce you to Cecelia Bowman. She’s not our usual registrar but is filling in for Mrs Godfrey who’s still on holiday. Miss Bowman is head of English and also our vice principal.”

  Cecelia smiled again, shaking his hand.

  Mrs Smithson continued, “Oh of course, you’ve met, at the…” And then a strange thing happened. She began to bite at her bottom lip, as if fighting to retain her composure, as if the mere memory of the crime scene was a Pavlovian trigger for some kind of an anxiety attack.

  “At the crime scene, yes,” said Cam.

  Mrs Smithson said, “I really should go now. I’m supposed to be meeting Jeffrey.”

  Cecelia put a reassuring hand on the small of her back. “It’s all right Anne,” she said, guiding her a small way down the corridor. “I can take care of the rest.”

  Mrs Smithson gave Cecelia a weak smile of gratitude before excusing herself. Cam watched her as she walked away, concerned at the sudden change in her demeanour. Even Ruby had lost some of her self-absorption and looked confused. When their eyes met, he gave her a small shrug.

  Cecelia invited them in to her bright airy office and sat down with them on chairs arranged in a semi-circle in front of her desk. They discussed subject choices, books and uniforms. Ruby’s brief sojourn in the world around her had ended and she resumed her expression of boredom, fixing her gaze upon the view from the window.

  Cam tried to involve Ruby in the conversation with frequent questions and jocular comments. But when he fished for enthusiasm she responded with a shrug; when he tried for a smile she screwed up her exposed toes as if enduring tremendous physical pain.

  It was all becoming very wearing.

  With an increasing feeling of unease Cam became aware that Cecelia Bowman was regarding him with the same kind of relaxed detachment with which he’d viewed her at the crime scene. Now it was her turn to assess and observe and the feeling made him uncomfortable. The look she was giving him was the kind you gave someone who was endeavouring to complete an impossible task; ten out of ten for effort but better luck next time.

  She handed him a pile of forms to fill out, watching as he struggled with the pen. Constricting scar tissue impeded the flexibility of his fingers and the pen kept slipping from his grasp. He gave up, and passed the forms to Ruby. A strange half-smile lingered on his daughter’s lips as she wrote.

  In the ensuing silence his gaze fell to the tramline creases of his best pants, then the soap scum on his otherwise clean dark blue shirt. Licking his finger he began to worry at a white patch on the sleeve. When he looked up Cecelia was watching him.

  “You caught me,” he said with a self-conscious smile.

  She smiled back, “I have that problem all the time. That’s why I wear lighter colours.”

  She was wearing an elegant pale blue skirt suit, a style that Elizabeth would have loved, though it did not seem as comfortable on Cecelia as it would have been on his wife. The shoulders looked lopsided and the skirt was slightly twisted as if she was happier in jeans and cheesecloth. Maybe even a kaftan. He remembered the music and smiled to himself. Elizabeth had only ever listened to classical.

  Finished with the forms, Ruby was looking at the framed animal photographs on the walls. For the first time today he caught the flicker of interest in her eyes.

  Cecelia noticed also.“Are you interested in photography, Ruby?” she asked, giving his daughter a look he couldn’t fathom.

  “I like the animals,” Ruby said with her own secretive smile. She got up from her chair to examine one of the pictures, tapping at the glass with a long painted fingernail. “What’s that?”

  “Funny looking, isn’t it?” replied Cecelia, standing up to join her.“It’s a very young joey. When I rescued it from its dead mother it was smaller than the palm of my hand, its skin was almost transparent. We kept it in a heated esky in the science lab. Every week I took a photo of it and the science teacher tabled its development with the girls. No one thought it would live, but it did, and I let it go back into the wild last year.”

  “Cool,” Ruby said.

  Cecelia glanced at Cam and smiled.

  “What about that one?” Ruby pointed to another picture.

  “That’s a puggle. A baby echidna.”

  “They lay eggs and suckle their young like platypus,” Ruby said to Cam as if dipping into a well of knowledge he could never hope to attain.

  “That one there – ” Cecelia pointed to the neighbouring photo – “is my pride and joy, photographically speaking.”

  Cam got up from his chair to join them. He saw an elegant, streamlined creature standing on a rock, silhouetted by moonlight, staring across a silver dam.

  “A fox?” he asked, incredulous. “They’re usually shot on sight around here.”

  “Dad!” said Ruby. She shook her head and raised her eyes at Cecelia to indicate he was beyond hope.

  “It may be just a fox to you, Mr Fraser, but it took a whole week to get that photo. I had to build a hide and stake the dam out every evening until I caught him coming down to drink. I think every mozzie in the district came down to join in the bloodfest.”

  She laughed. He liked the sound of her laughter; it had an infectious quality to which even Ruby had warmed.

  Ruby forgave his insensitive remark about the fox, gracing him with a condescending smile. “That’s what the National Geographic photographers do,” she said. “Sometimes they have to hide out for weeks just to get the right shots.”

  He raised his eyebrows and nodded to her superior wisdom.

  Cecelia addressed them both. “Would you like to come and have a look at the photographic lab? Ruby might like to choose photography as one of her electives.”

  Ruby’s face brightened. Cam felt his spirits lift.

  “Before we go, do you have any more administrative questions?” Cecelia asked.

  Cam shook his head. Ruby looked at him for a moment, then at Cecelia with a mischievous gleam to her eye. Cam knew the look and prepared to make a snappy retort.

  “I’m going to be getting a belly button ring. What’s the policy on body piercing here?”

  17

  The room was dark and stifling. Cecelia flicked on the air conditioning unit and pulled up the heavy black blinds, letting the sunlight stream in. “It doesn’t take much to convert this into a dark room big enough to hold tw
enty working students,” she explained. “It’s only temporary. Jeffrey’s planning on building a permanent photo lab soon.”

  Cam blinked in the harsh light. At the end of the room was a trough-like sink, above this shelves of photographic chemicals. With contagious enthusiasm Cecelia explained the functions of the various pieces of photographic equipment leaning against the walls or sitting upon the shelves. Soon she and Ruby were poring over proofs and photo albums, talking about light and shadows, shutter speeds and animal hides.

  Cam sank with relief into an old armchair and closed his eyes, only half listening to their conversation. The rise and fall of emotions over the last few days had taken their toll; he had been bombarded with so much information his brain could barely process it, and exhaustion was setting in. And now with the murder at the school, his two main areas of concern were overlapping in the middle like a Venn diagram.

  The autopsy had shown that Herbert Bell had died from fresh water drowning. Cam had delegated Constable Pete Dowel to coordinate a search of local waterways for evidence of the primary crime scene. Given the number of dams, ponds and creeks in the area, not to mention the river that flowed through town, this was no small task. Even with the help of the local State Emergency Service, they would need a small miracle to find the right body of water. And if they did happen to hit upon it, the chances of finding any useful evidence in the deteriorating outdoor crime scene were slim. But the search still had to be attempted. Cam had suggested they searched in an outward radius from the patch of school bushland where the body was discovered.

  He had no doubt there was a connection between the school and the death of Herbert Bell. Whether it was circumstantial or more sinister remained to be seen. Conflict of interest! a voice cried out in his head. Should he really be sending Ruby to this school? Yes, another voice answered. This is what Elizabeth would have wanted. Even her parents had agreed with the idea, and that was no mean feat. He was not often on the same wavelength as his in-laws.